Chapter Twenty-one
    
    The 35-pound weight throw competitions were about to begin. 
    This event,
    contested almost exclusively in the Northeast colleges, was 
    the indoor simulation of the
    16-pound hammer throw, an Olympic event since 1900. Being 
    nearly 3 feet shorter and
    19 pounds heavier than the hammer, it was more a strength 
    than a speed event. The
    cumbersome weight throw caused me great difficulty. My 
    shorter, weaker left arm made
    the grip everyone else used on the weight’s handle 
    ineffective, so I began to heave it with
    the same grip used in the hammer throw: the right hand 
    overlapping the left instead of
    the two hands side by side. In spite of my leather 
    protective glove and taping the fingers
    of my left hand, the wide, triangular iron handle bruised, 
    calloused, and frequently tore
    the skin off the fingers of my left hand.
    During the summer before my last year at Boston College I 
    realized I could not
    use my arms in the throw as effectively as the other 
    competitors. Searching to
    compensate, I began to rely more on getting lower as I spun 
    and on an explosive drive up
    from my legs in the release. This laid the foundation for 
    what would later become my
    unique way of throwing the sixteen-pound hammer and the 
    35-pound weight.
    The winter of my senior year I competed in five weight throw 
    competitions, the
    biggest of which, the New England Indoor Championships, was 
    held in the Tuft’s
    University Field House. It was at this meet where I got my 
    personal best of 53 feet - ten
    feet under the world record, but sufficient to earn second 
    place to the world record holder
    and the first Olympian I had ever met, Bob Backus. The 
    physical comparison between
    the two of us was less than flattering - I looked up to Bob 
    figuratively but also literally
    from my height of barely six feet to his towering six feet 
    six inches. He had dark wavy
    hair, a prominent, slender nose, emphasized by a regularly 
    recurring smile, perched above
    a narrow chin. Long slender legs and incongruously small 
    feet supported his lanky,
    broad-shouldered, John Wayne-like physique. A smooth, 
    powerful throwing motion
    revealed why he held the world record in the weight throw.
    Backus wore an almost new, navy blue warm up suit trimmed in 
    red, white and
    blue, with the bold letters “U.S.A.” emblazoned across the 
    front of his sweatshirt. It was
    the most beautiful tracksuit I had ever seen, the U.S. 
    Olympic Team uniform. I felt like a
    rag-clad shrimp next to this towering Olympic athlete. 
    Silently, I envied him and his
    self-confidence. Impressive as he was, Backus was also very 
    congenial with everyone
    after the meet. He went out of his way to complement to me 
    on my throwing, ask me
    about my training, and invite me to work out with him.
    “When do we start?” was my immediate reaction. I was 
    surprised, a bit daunted,
    and nervous, of course, but I wanted to express my 
    enthusiasm and eagerness. Training
    with a national champion, a record holder, and member of the 
    Olympic team! What a
    break!
    The following Monday, we began meeting three times a week at 
    the back door of
    the Tuft’s University Field House at six in the evening 
    after Bob finished work as a
    salesman for the Black and Decker Tool Company. In the 
    half-lighted, moldy emptiness
    of the high-ceilinged building, with its two hundred yard 
    oval cinder track and huge
    hanging baseball nets, we threw the weight from an 
    eight-foot-square wooden platform
    set into the dirt floor. There was eeriness in the 
    resounding clang of the lead weight and
    iron handle as it struck the ground in that cavernous field 
    house. After two hours of
    lifting barbells in the adjoining weight room, we showered, 
    carefully extinguished all
    lights, and left for home.
    A thousand times we blessed the name of “Pop Jaeger”, the 
    Tuft’s Athletic
    Director, for giving Bob, a Tuft’s graduate, the key to the 
    back door and permission to
    use the facility. Without his generous confidence, we would 
    never have been able to
    accomplish all the throwing, running and weightlifting that 
    led us both to break American
    records.
    In the locker room one night after our three-hour practice, 
    I asked Bob something
    that had been slowly growing in me since our first meeting. 
    “Bob, do you mind if I try on
    your sweat top? I’d like to see how it looks.”
    “Sure, go ahead, Buddy. It’s a comfortable one”.
    Standing in front of a large mirror I peeled off my gray 
    sweatshirt, and put on
    Bob’s uniform. The sleeves were two inches too long and the 
    knit at the waist fell down
    to my hips, yet I felt like a new person. Wearing the 
    letters “U.S.A.” made me feel like a
    little boy in a general’s uniform, or Clark Kent emerging 
    from a phone booth. I was ready
    to conquer anything to earn the honor of wearing that 
    uniform.
    “Kinda big, but it looks good on you” Bob’s lightly jocular 
    tone reminded me that
    I had stood in front of the mirror a little too long. I 
    quickly pulled the shirt off and folded
    it carefully.
    “Bob, how tough is it to make the Olympic team?”
    “Well,” he said with a reflective look in his dark eyes, “ 
    it takes an awful lot of
    work and leaves little free time for anything else”. After a 
    pause he added, as if anxious
    to share thoughts that had bothered him for some time: 
    “Unfortunately we really don’t
    know how to throw the hammer in this country, but the 
    Europeans, they’ve got it. They
    use a much different technique than we do and produce far 
    better results. We will never
    beat them unless we change our approach to the event”.
    I was surprised. “What do you mean by ‘change’?”
    “Well”, Bob started slowly, “there are points in our 
    technique they laugh at. For
    instance the way we wind the hammer. They do it differently, 
    and when they turn it
    looks much smoother and faster. They have much better 
    contact with the pull and don’t
    jump in their turns. I’ve tried to copy how the best guys 
    looked at the Olympic Games,
    but I can’t. Actually I’m not quite sure what the hell 
    they’re doing, but I know it gives
    them twenty more feet. The Germans invented the new style 
    and the Hungarians and
    Russians have greatly improved it. To be entirely honest, as 
    I see the situation, to match
    those guys, we’d have to go to Europe, study their 
    technique, and train with them.”
    During the spring of 1953, I entirely abandoned practicing 
    shot putting, threw it
    only in dual meets, and devoted all my efforts to the 
    hammer. I realized after seeing a
    movie of myself throwing that my left arm was much more of 
    an obstacle to my progress
    in the shot put and discus than it was in the hammer throw, 
    where my right arm could
    directly help my left arm and where the legs were a much 
    greater factor in the final
    distance achieved. In addition, training with Bob convinced 
    me that specialization was
    the only way I would ever beat him; and both he and I knew 
    that was my goal, though I
    suspected he believed that it would never happen.
    It was my last semester at Boston College and Bill Gilligan, 
    who by then had
    become the head coach, tried to cram into me all he knew 
    about the event. On the
    weekends I drove to Backus’ home in Marshfield where we 
    threw from a dirt road next to
    his house into a meadow. During my school practices I twice 
    surpassed the BC record,
    and the coach began to speak about my officially breaking 
    the twelve-year-old, 172-foot
    mark in the first spring meet with Amherst University.
    The hammer throw was contested on a land filled section of 
    the old Chestnut Hill
    Reservoir, which would become a major football stadium and 
    ice hockey arena sports
    complex. It was far from the main track and down a steep 
    hill below the main campus.
    The event’s remote location increased the safety factor and 
    relegated it to the first event
    of the meet. At its conclusion, the rest of the meet resumed 
    up at the track.
    Overly anxious to produce a new school record, I came to the 
    meet two hours
    early and warmed up twice. Before the hammer competition 
    even started, I was nearly
    exhausted. Evidently the word of an impending new school 
    record had filtered all the
    way up to the esteemed fathers of the faculty; because 
    Father Connors and several other
    priests, enthusiastic followers of the school’s sports 
    scene, all came down from the hill
    and gathered in expectation of the historic event. There 
    were only four competitors.
    Finally when the call came for me to step into the circle, I 
    couldn’t stop thinking that this
    was the first time an audience had ever come especially to 
    see me. Impatient to make a
    long throw, I made my preliminary wind too fast and plunged 
    into the turns off balance.
    The hammer lifted me off my feet before I even let go. The 
    hammer and I crashed to the
    surface of the circle. Unhurt but shaken, I raised myself, 
    stepped off to the side, brushed
    myself off, and avoided looking at the spectators. 
    Frantically I tried to analyze what had
    gone wrong. Overanxious - that was it. I was pressing for 
    distance and my form fell
    apart. I must relax! Use control! --When it came around for 
    my turn again, I was
    suddenly gripped with fear that I had forgotten the 
    technique!
    
    During my second attempt I fouled again by stumbling out of 
    the ring. The next
    two throws resulted in the hammer bouncing off the ground 
    during my turns, ripping
    away before the release and barely landing far enough to get 
    me into the finals. After my
    next to last effort, which barely reached a hundred and 
    sixty two feet, I tried frantically to
    pull myself together. In my final throw I again tried too 
    hard, slipped and toppled over
    for the third time. I finished in second place with a mark 
    10 feet under the school record,
    far below my average in practice and beaten by an Amherst 
    thrower.
    What a fool I had made of myself! I was happy that Bob had 
    to work and couldn't
    come to see me try for the record. I marched off the field 
    dragging the hammer across
    the uneven ground, getting angrier at its every bounce. Bill 
    Gilligan caught up to me.
    “Now calm down, Irish. It was tough going, but you found out 
    that the hammer is no
    cinch after all. Don’t let it get you down; you’ll get that 
    record soon. Don’t worry about
    it.”
    “Okay, coach. Thanks.” I knew I could have done much better 
    but for my
    nervousness and insecurity about my throwing technique. I 
    never forgot that day’s
    humiliation. It always reminded me to never to throw too 
    much or all out warming up,
    and before stepping into the ring, to take two deep breaths, 
    detach myself from all
    distractions, and relax. That barely noticeable little 
    routine became incorporated into my
    throwing with timing as precise as the technique itself. It 
    did not always work. There
    were times when I got so nervous I couldn’t concentrate, but 
    I never failed to follow that
    early resolution.
    That final year in Boston College gave me a consuming goal 
    for my immediate
    future. The Korean War appeared to be ending and classmates 
    were talking about
    graduate studies, law school, and professional employment 
    opportunities. All I could
    think about was learning how to throw the hammer, beating 
    Bob, and getting to the
    Olympic tryouts. Now it seemed that my high school English 
    teacher's prophecy would
    come true. Being a teacher would give me time to throw the 
    hammer and the money I
    needed to go to Europe with Bob to learn to throw it better.
    Copyright © 1999-2002 Harold Connolly 
     
    
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